Sunday, January 31, 2016

The crown is wound
I keep pushing
Resuscitating a pulse, steady, even
I don't know what it is

The seconds nervously click around, always just behind each other
I want so badly for these uncertainties to go away

I didn't consider
That you are doing the best you can
I'm sorry for not understanding how hard you try
I'm sorry for leaning too much
Not giving much back
These bouts of anger, these intolerances

This pocket watch, this gift
It sits cold while anxious seconds culminate
I've made such a mess of things


-Kim






family portrait
-Hannah

Sunday, January 24, 2016



Doubts

The insignificance of living
How tiny it all is
So very many of us
Building our own legacies
A mark left behind
Saying 
"I was here, I mattered"

-Kim

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Fort Totten

Drive nine miles to where the jetty meets the Throggs Neck Bridge.
Christen the ground with chili pepper soup.

Walk for ten minutes on cold asphalt, pass unused red and white brick buildings with boxes in the windows and leaves in the yard. Follow the curve of the path.

Before a big iron fence, climb up a muddy bank in your street shoes and look down on the river. It will be a gray day and there will be one boat between you and Little Neck.
The fort is here, but you must know that now.

But this time you make your own path, avoiding the circular holes that populate the ground. Look down on the ruins.

The civil war would have been boring here, waiting for boats that were never going to come. Now walk the length of the fort and find your way down. Use only stone staircases. This is the first floor, this is where the tunnels were.

Only in the end, passing through a hole in the fence, you will realize you were trespassing all along.

Hannah



A sea fan undulates
Gently
Slowly
Reaching outward
A soft greeting
Weightless
Floating
The hypnotic swaying
Surrounds the depthless gaze of a woman
Drowned at sea

Kim